Thursday, April 14, 2011

My story.

I've always struggled with my weight. When I was younger (and a cheerleader), I was anorexic. It started in 8th grade and last until the end of my sophomore year of high school. I can remember that I felt a little victory when I was so hungry that I would (sometimes) pass out. I literally lived off eating a baked potato every other day, and that was only if I was going out dinner with my parents.

Jumping ahead to my senior year and college years, I was pretty healthy there for a while. I ate "right" and continuously pushed myself to eat. In fact, I pushed myself so much, that I started to really really really love food. Add that to the fact that I was no longer cheer leading, and I put on the pounds. I was happy. I was in love. I was fat and in extreme denial. When I was 19, I was diagnosed with PCOS and found that losing weight was EXTREMELY hard and nearly impossible. PCOS not only caused me to gain/maintain the weight but was also one of the main reasons I have had so many miscarriages. I knew I needed to get it under control but was still in denial.


Now? I'm no longer in denial. My main motivation to lose the weight is because I want a family. B-A-D. I went to my doctor, talked to a nutritionist, and set up a plan of attack. I WOULD force myself to work out. I WOULD count every.single.calorie that entered my body. I WOULD lose the 80 pounds that I needed to, to be healthy.

Before (please no mean comments about the before I haz feelingz):

 
 July of 2010 (-10 pounds)
August 2010 (-15 pounds)
September 2010 (-30ish pounds): this was the first time I could see a difference in myself :)
November 2010 (-50 pounds)

December 2010 (-55ish pounds)

January 2011 (-60 pounds)
February 2011 (-67 pounds)
March 2011 (-73 pounds)
March 2011 (-73 pounds)

Last weekend 4-9-11 (-80 pounds)!
Good luck to any of you who are struggling. Let me know if you need any support!!

19 comments:

Daisy said...

The one thing that strikes me in EVERY photo is how beautiful you are and happy you look.

I hope you enjoy every moment of your success. You look fantastic.

lifeofadoctorswife said...

I totally agree with Daisy - you look lovely and happy in every picture. But wow - what a wonderful goal to achieve! You are a big inspiration. Congratulations!

Lyndsey said...

I agree with Daisy, too...you looked happy in each picture, but as someone who also had an eating disorder in high school, I know that sometimes the outside doesn't always match the inside. I am SO proud of you! You look beautiful in that last picture!!

kd said...

I, too, noticed your beautiful, happy appearance in all the photos. Big congrats on taking control and leading your life in a healthier direction. And very best wishes for you as you begin to add to your family. Your children will be truly blessed to have a mom with so much joy and love to share!

Tiffany said...

I knew knew about your past struggles with your weight but I'm so glad that you are in a much better place now. You look amazing and I know you have to feel amazing both inside and out. Congratulations on taking back the control with food and getting healthy. You look amazing now! I'm praying that loosing the weigh will help you with your dream of having a child.

Minnesota Girl said...

Wow! Look how far you've come. Such an awesome accomploishment. You look fantastic! Now bring on the babies =)

Mojito Maven said...

You are a rock star lady. You deserve every ounce of success.

Also, keep preaching your story. You are a HUGE motivator for me and others like me. You show people that if you want it bad enough, you CAN do. I'd love for you to write a post on what kinds of things you were eating, hat worked for you, etc.

And very best wishes for you as you begin to add to your family.

Brittany said...

oh my god you look INCREDIBLE!! way to go!!!

Mrs Gator said...

Amazing! Congratulations! You have worked so hard!

Britt said...

I'm so ridiculously proud of all your hard work! Way to go, lady!

Hannah said...

You are an inspiration and absolutely GORGEOUS in every picture. You have this awesome smile that definitely brightens up every photo. Congrats on all of your success and your successes to come!

Lauren said...

I am so beyond proud of you!!!!!!! You look absolutely fantastic, my beautiful friend!!! :)

Nicole said...

Congratulations!! You look wonderful! And by the way, you have the cutest dresses :)

Brooke said...

You look terrific!!

kLl said...

Girl I love ya and you are BEAUTIFUL! Not only are you beautiful but you are amazing! Thank you for sharing with us!

Angie [A Whole Lot of Nothing] said...

Wow. You're definitely an inspiration to me!

And thanks to Daisy for sending me your way.

A Cajun Belle said...

Girl!!! You look amazing!!

Mama Smors said...

Wow! What an awesome road you have traveled.... :) You are an inspiration to me and many others. Thanks for sharing your story.... your whole story!

Hautemama said...

I sooo need your help! I've lost 10 pounds and just don't know how to get unstuck! You look great and congratulations!